ESD.
Hard to see my enemies who infiltrating my team.
I take a step back and notice that things ain’t what they seem.
Cole World: The Sideline Story
This album is incredible,I feel as though this is a complete album. A few things i didn’t like was the fact he put three old tracks on here that could have been space for some new material. I’m not saying I don’t like the old songs,but..the track space could have been used with some other unheard songs or a few tracks he put out over the year that weren’t on any mixtapes. I was hoping for a “the good son” pt.1 & 2 and maybe a 3. I was hoping for him to go deeper into that story. My favorite track has to be “breakdown” then “dollar and a dream pt.3” and a couple more..but i do like all the songs. I just feel like this nigga got so much incredible shit locked away on his computer that should have made the album for some reason I think something was holding him back from just letting it all out. But all in all I’m still going out and actually buying a hard copy on Tuesday to support.
Floetic Lyricist.
So today was the first meeting of the Floetic Lyricist club at my school that I decided to join since i’ve been writing a lot. As I walked in I was kind of like “wtf” is this because the people that were there didn’t seem like the type. They all had that nerdy bookworm look..you know the type of people you probably wouldn’t even notice in the hallway or outside of school. So they went around the room doing a ice breaker..you had to say what your craft was (poetry,rap or singing) then you had to state your influences and how long you’ve been writing. So i stood up and I tell everyone how the College Dropout was the first CD I listened to ALL the way through and how it was such an inspiration to me. I saw this one dickehead in the corner kind of jerk back like “the college dropout????” and all i could do was give a smirk because only a idiot wouldn’t appreciate the content on there. But I got the college dropout as soon as it came out and i was only in the 4th grade so It influenced me early. But anyway I told them how J.Cole is my favorite lyricist and not because he’s new and whats “hype” but i feel like when i listen to him it’s like listening to a good friend tell a story. Im getting off topic now but back to the people in the club..this one girl goes up for the open mic portion and she looked like she was going to be a fail..but her poetry and singing literally made me = 0..It was incredible. Guess i shouldn’t have been judging by appearance because it was a lot of unseen talent in that room. Looking forward to next week.
I can’t say I relate to the first verse because my father is in my life but it’s so deep you can imagine the feelings. One of my favorite songs on the entire album.
Math.
Math is my worse subject and it never fails. Every year my math class always gives me the most fucking problems. Ever since like middle school i’ve hated math..we just don’t click. The rest of my grades are either good or average (75+) but with math shit I’m lucky to even pass. Like i can study monday-thursday and test on friday and fail that shit. Shit makes me feel dumb at times but I’ve realized i was telling myself all summer that I think too much sometimes. I believe this is what my problem is when I’m taking my Math test I simply just think too much. On my most recent test that i got back today i got a fucking 57 which easily could have been at least a 70. It’s the fact that I think too much about failing and the consequences of it instead of just taking the test. A possible 70 boiled to a failing 57 all because of simple mistakes. Morale of the story is I think too much at the wrong times which causes me to over think,overdo and overlook the simple things. It’s all good though,this isn’t how i wanted to start my year off in Pre-Calc but I’m going to bounce back no matter what.
